in a perfect world, this could never happen.....blah blah.

Im feeling completely disappointed, and thoroughly annoyed at myself for feeling so.

Ive just felt how it was to really expect something, and suddenly find out that it wasnt coming.
There was just this contest that i was told i was included in, but apparently, i was not. It may seem childish and stuff, but it did affect me to some point. I mean, its not that i think im really good in chem or what, believe me, i dont think im excepional in it. its just that i dont get to join a lot of contest stuffs, and so, im kinda disappointed. its sort of like i got my hopes up for nothing.

do i even have the right to feel this? i dont really know. but im sure il get over it after some time...hehe.

Simple Plan's Perfect world and Spongecola's Neon rock my head these days, they kinda fit my mood.
haha. there! i updated my precious blog for two days in a row. beats eric's. haha. joke. ^_^