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after so many days of not updating, i have so much to write about, if only i could remember everything, and if only i did not have the laziness to write such long entries.

ok, so why haven't i been updating? no, it's not purely because of the fact that im thinking of closing this, it's just that i didn't HAVE the time. i mean, for the past week, i have been going home at 830-9 om, and i have barely been in front of the computer! and if i was, i was either doing articles for Jed/Toni (what a coincidence.XD), OR writing something for my arguemenative paper. so you see, i did not have the TIME. why? One word: CHEERING.

That intersection cheering competition last February 1, where i still think we should have gotten at last 3rd place. we so deserved it. anyway, we got 4th place, which is good enough i guess, considering we beat sections 6 and 8. but still, i totally despise the judges! ok, 4-2 deserved 1st place, i concede to the fact. they were amazing, costume, synchronization, steps. everything was perfect. so, congratulations to them! :) i won't comment about the others anymore, less i say something, uhm, EVIL. >:) oh well. we did not have a professional choreographer (almost every other section had, especially the top3), unless you think IAN is one, which im sure he could pass to be, lol, and so, you could say that 4th place is definitely something to be proud about. congrats ian, and the other cheering people.:) and btw, thanks for all the people who went to cheer for us. special mention: abbie. thanks, whatever anyone says. :)

also, i just finished reading two sort-of-related-but-not-actually-the-same books. The Undomestic Goddess and Little White Lies. they were what i would call cute and funny romance novels. haha! anyway, the guy in Little White Lies, Simon Rutheford, was just perfect. i mean, come on! he's super rich(well, not that it matters, but hey, it's a plus right??), super good looking, super nice, super thoughtful, super understanding, has super nice parents, super caring. ok, i used super a bit too much, but seriously, the guy was just perfect. haha. and he also knew how to surprise the girl, which is something i love because i really love happy surprises..

..like the fact that i passed UP. it was so wonderful a surprise, and i still thank God, and all the other people who never doubted i would pass, for it. and congrats nellie, for being an oblation scholar. XD

anyway, back to the story. i guess you already know how the story ended. rich guy and ordinary girl got together. end of the they-lived-happily-ever-after type of story. not that im depressed. i love happy ending stories. haha! ..hoping that mine would be too. lol :)

it's february 3 (happy birthday, hybee! XD), and in less than 2 months, i would be graduating from high school. i can't help thinking that i am about to close the happiest part of my life. i have never felt so belonged than in my fourth year HS. i discovered profound friendships with people i never expected to, connected deeply with an unexpected person.. im just totally happy right now. of course i can't expect things to last, and i can't deny im sort of scared, but excited to experience college, but i still want to enjoy HS. hay. im gonna miss going to school early just to copy a physics assignment, studying for LE in AP period, leaving every notebook aside from Physics and Math stuck in my locker, practicing for cheering, talking with danielle, making funny teeth slogans, training for Ms. C's most coveted Southville contest, cramming for English papers, trying and failing to study for chinese, getting lower grades than my brother in elementary math, crying over math grades, laughing at Ms. B's dramaticism, at Mrs. T's trying not to show her favoritism, hating Mr. L for inventing grades, spending time in the library with the tech club people, spending time with him, Abbie and her talks, listening to iris and danielle talk about tennis, that day i went with kimberley's group, conversations with toni, pondering what to think of N, Jed's weird and funny personality, Eric's smile and jokes, davin's irritating but amusing manner, almost everyone in class in fact. in short, im just really gonna miss IV-5 Cinq.

im so hoping college would be as fun as this. lol ASA. college is supposed to prepare you for college so i guess it's supposed to be serious. oh well, i might as well prepare for working life.