hay.

why is it that im doing all sorts of unimportant things when i have to do a lot of important ones? hay. that's exactly what's happening right now.. hmph. i still have to study english, and write my mao pi assignments, and what am i doing? writing a stupid blog entry. curse myself.

what an irony isn't it? because im saying what a waste of time this entry is, and still im going on writing it.. haha. life is itself an irony after all..

i have a very big problem. a friend of mine just told me his heart broke because i told him i already had someone. hmph. anu ba nman yan? ang dami daming tao s mundo eh. besides, we haven't even met. i only talk to him through text and chat, and just today he called me on my phone. i was very surprised actually. and then un, he asked me about my love life, and i told him. and then when i was about to sign off [ we were talking in YM ], he said...

just when i was starting to feel a bit confident my heart broke again. i hope something will never change but then agen i must move on.

hay. why is life so complicated?

someone help me. x_x