absurdity.

gosh, why do i always act so stupidly??

anyway.

4th year has been such a rollercoaster ride (ahem, quoting Elaine. :D). even if im technically not fond of rollercoasters, i dont think i want to leave the ride now. but i guess i have to move on. i also can't wait to see all the pictures we took yesterday. even though i know i probably look horrible in most of them, still, those pictures are wonderful reminders of the past three years i have spent with IV-5 Cinq.

there are lots of times that i look back, and wonder, what could have been happening now if Mr.Buiza never became my teacher, if he never moved to make me transfer to the Math section, if i was still in IV-4. i would have missed to know lots of wonderful people, but i would also have been close with my former friends. oh well, i may never know. what's important is that im happy with everything that's happening right now. :)

a lot of unexpected events have lead me to be graduating in this class, in this particular school, that im sure there was some sort of divine plan to it. haha. im eternally grateful.. and now, maybe il just wait for the rest of the plan to make itself happen. :D

*hoping to clear my mind of self-pitying thoughts. i cant afford being depressed. o_O*