new skin. XD

hahahah.

it's kinda cute, but sort of an eye sore?? XD

hehe. scroll right btw,in case you didn't read the marquee scrolling down below.. ^_^

oh and i have put a comment link already..XD

wish list UPDATES. LOL.

well, christmas is somehow over already, and guess what. it was soooo fun! haha. if you remember my wish list..... i already got most of it. thanks to a LOT of people. =)

10. a nice bag? preferably a blue shoulder bag. haha..

9. meet Chris Tiu in person. as in TALK with him ah. haha

8. trip to Ireland? or any other European country. haha. ASA. well, it's not that high on my list. haha

7. for someone to give me the really big Christmas card, it's just soooooo cute! XD

6. His Dark Materials Trilogy authored by Philip Pullman

5. a big huggable cuddly stuffed toy. but no, please, not the big BROWN BEAR. ugh. haha

4. Laptop? haha. another far-fetched wish, but hey, it's STILL possible. haha

3. Kelly Clarkson album! Breakaway!!

2. watch spongecola live in concert. oh, including signatures and photos. haha

1. ARTEMIS FOWL BOOK 5!!!!!

of course, i only got FOUR out of TEN, and mathematically, that's a failing grade, but if you noticed, most of those left are either non-material, OR super expensive ones. haha.so im really happy and contented. THANKS SUPER TO EVERYONE, especially for my Artemis Fowl, it's deifinitely the most special...=)

anyway..
i still have not found a good skin to change into. haha.

till next time, im so excited to read AF already..haha

thinking of changing my skin..

hay.
haven't updated for days.
oh well, i've got nothing to write about anyway, haha, i was just at home. how sad.
im thinking of changing blogskins, but i cant find the perfect one. someday soon. :P

till next time..

christmas is REALLY near..

yeah. 2 days. and i still haven't been thinking about it. i mean really, im thinking of a lot of other things. anyway, hope i feel the spirit tomorrow, or maybe on christmas day itself. hahahah.

well today, i went out again, and walked under the torching heat of the sun because i was too lazy to bring out my umbrella. haha. i was surprised i even brought that thing, i rarely use it.

hay, it's really hard to think of what gifts to buy for other people. and so, i ended up not buying anything. im just gonna give them a very BIG HUG! hahahaha.XD

now, im really wondering where professional bloggers (i.e. ryza toni elaine jed.. etc) get their entry ideas from. i feel like my life is soooo boring compared to their's. no. that's not actually true. haha. maybe they are just really professionals. hehe. so i just have to make do with these, uhm, talent. no, not talent, ability, to write. lol. parang that doesn't sound right. haha.

as of now, there are about 30 gifts under the christmas tree, and maybe 90% of those are my mom's. oh well. she's gonna let us open her gifts anyway. hahahaha. i already opened most of mine eh. lol. cant resist! XD

"i believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you."
-taken from affirmation of savage garden. i totally agree! haha. XD

i cant beliv...

that my sisters dont have any load! my gosh..im not even sure if he recived it or what. *sigh* really hope he did.

december 22 yesterday. i guess it was a pretty fun day,considering that i went out of the house to, uhm, 'exercise'! hahaha. even though i didn't play much..it's still exercise!. hehe.:)

i have only started to realize the importance of a telephone. my gosh. it's like im going back to the olden times. good thing i haven't succumed to snail mail yet. i SWEAR it won't happen! haha. but still, i have realized even more how utterly more important my celphone is. hay. *sigh sigh*

it's 6:44 am.

ala lang. wahahah. XD

my first whole day to miss my phone.

hay.
i really do miss it.

i mean, who wouldn't? hello? this is like the generation-of-the-celphone-driven-people. haha.

anyway, i must think about other things to avoid succumbing to depression. lol. just kidding, i would not, you know, [take note, eric] commit suicide. haha.

i have a 52 page ICT lecture thing to read and memorize. something to start with i guess.

i should have borrowed a library book. hay. i totally forgot to. awww..

finals finally over. and i think i completely blew english and filipino. anyway... haha.

pondering..

what makes a person really happy? no matter what anyone has said about this, i really believe there is only one answer to this, and that's another person, whether it's your mother, your friend, or just maybe that someone special. take that from experience.

read the lyrics. it's so perfect. haha.

FLYiNG WiTHOUT WiNGS
everybody's looking for that something
one thing that makes it all complete.
you find it in the strange places,
places you never knew they could be.

some find it in the face of their children,
some find it in their lover's eyes.
who can deny the joy it brings
when you've found that special thing,
you're flying without wings.

some find it sharing every morning,
some in their solitary lives.
you find it in the works of others,
a simple line can make you laugh, or cry.

you find it in the deepest friendships,
the kind you cherish, all your life
and when you know how much that means,
you've found that special thing,
you're flying wthout wings.

so impossible, as they may seem
you've got to fight, for every dream
'coz who's to know, which one you let go,
would have made you complete.

well for me, it's waking up beside you,
to watch the sunlight on your face,
to know that i can say "i love you"
in any given time or place.

it's little things that only i know,
those are the things that make you mine,
and it's like flying without wings,
'coz you're my special thing,
im flying without wings.

and you're the place my life begins,
and you'll be where it ends,
im flying without wings.
and that's the joy you bring,
im flying without wings..

so nice db? hehe. i guess i kinda dedicate that to someone. thanks for everything..=)

pondering over. XD
you know what, i completely typed the whole song by myself. just wanted to see if i still memorize the lyrics. this song used to be my favorite song. and after all this time, it still is. haha.

check my multiply account.

xX peace Xx

the verdict.

my punishment for losing my phone:
* no phone for a month. *

hay. texting has become an irreplaceable part of my life already, whatever shall i do without it? oh wel.. haha

things i learned/ realized these past days:
1. true friends become more evident in bad times.
2. looks can be deceiving.
3. never trust anyone you can't.
4. worrying is a useless thing.
5. tell the truth. it's the best thing.
6.don't think a task is too easy to do; you'll fail it.
7. english sucks. well actually i already knew that last week. haha
8. stuff toys are cute! XD
9. i love wearing skirts..haha
10. my grad pic looks ok ata..
11. i hate the woman who fixed my hair in the picture! >.<
12. always tell that person you care for him/her

anyway, my english requirements still aren't done. haha

hay. THE busy day.

waaa.
today was an extremely tiring day.. just to recount everything...
physics. Lens discussion
math. test. a very frustrating one, because it was easy, and yet i got 2 probs wrong. err...
ap. report. hay
english. presentation. fortunately, it turned out okay
LE. cooking. ang init super.
filipino. editorial. i wrote a very useless one. waaa
chinese. i slept through the recess period. and i fought sleeping during class. haha

anyway.
grabe. ang busy p rin..LT n nga next week eh.. hay tlga..

im sori this entry is soo useless.im not in the mood...

fieldtrip. haha.

okay. we had our 840-pesos-worth-trip yesterday. im not sure if it was worth that price, but i kinda enjoyed. after all, we watched this dolphin and whale show, wherein the dolphins and false-killer-whales performed..*duh.* haha. anyway, i had fun, but i appreciated the sea lion show more because we were right in front, and not where it was really hot. and SImba the sea lion was really cute, despite the fact that it was really fat. haha..the lunch was okay i guess, it was cold. haha, including the juice, so i guess it was okay.

however, ironically, what i loved most was being in the bus itself. haha. i totally enjoyed it. (well okay, except for the fact that mark yao was sitting in front of us, beside erlyn, and kept pulling the curtain, which was absolutely absurd. i mean, hello??) i loved taking pictures from danielle's cam.. and all. haha., anyway, danielle and kim hybee were behind, so it was cool really. for me at least. aww.. sori., really. it was very inconsiderate of me. but anyway, hope everyone enjoyed. it was our last fieldtrip together after all.^_-

* thanks super to danielle, for bringing me to and from the school. =)*

anyway, it was a trip to remember..XD

programming contest! ^_^

hahaha.
how ecstatic can i get?

1230.
eric and i climbed up the too-familiar flight of stairs to the elementary building, which also housed the computer laboratories. we entered our previous-year-lab where the contest was going to take place. only mrs.delantar and jeff ( who was then taking a special quiz on circles) were there. written on the board were the names of the 16 delegates from the 8 fourth year sections, along side were the number of their corresponding computer terminals. i almost felt relief to see that i wasn't in computer number 12 (well actually, they were all odd numbers. haha). i was in computer 19. eric was in 17. slowly, the other contestants came, starting with Jon and cristina of harlequins. etc. and then, the contest began. handouts of the problem were given out. after reading the first few sentences, i realized i didnt understand a thing, and so i reread again. and again. after being satisfied that i understood, and after asking the proctors every other condition possible, i began coding...

when i tried running the program, and using the given example on the handout, and realizing that the answers were already correct, my heart quickly begun to thump, softly, and then increasingly becoming louder and harder. i mean, i could literally feel it beat! i quickly started editing the required output, when suddenly, two people passed their programs. i became nervous of course, frantically tried and tried my program until i was sure it was correct to the last letter. and then i raised my hand to pass my program. i was THIRD. after a minute, eric passed his, closely followed by grace. after unbearable minutes of waiting, the 2 checkers (mrs.delantar, and MS.furio), finally finished. something was wrong with one of the first passers, and with eric's. too bad, really. and so, the winners were somehow obvious already. ecstatic. ^_^

anyway, i just won in the intersection programming contest, not first of course, but hey, it was already something for me. i mean, i totally expected to NOT win, what with ken and eric? the results were totally unexpected, they both DIDN't win. well maybe i just underestimated the talents of other people, especially the likes of grace. no offense to her REALLY.

i want to quit school. RIGHT NOW.

hay.
fact1 : school sucks. well, as of the moment, that is.

fact2: tomorrow is friday, which btw is my favorite weekday. but that also means the programming contest is tomorrow too. oh well. hope for the best. grabe. if my number there is somehow 12 again, im gonna wonder already. REALLY. anyway, goodluck to me..

fact3: saturday's (finally??) our fieldtrip. that is if no super typhoon suddenly comes knocking.. i really hope not.. tired of waiting already..

fact4: english things. totally not prepared yet.

fact5: my first physics test tomorrow!

fact6: math unit test-- a little better than what i had expected, which was of course getting like a 25 out of 70. [ math score-phobia.XD ]

oh well.
so much for entries, im BUSY.

exactly 11 days before long exams.

yeah. and on that 11 days, teachers cannot understand the meaning of the word "REST". i mean seriously, they are still making us do lots of things, especially ENGLISH. OMG. we have a MAJOR presentation next week [FYI. 'major' means english supervisors will be watching.], and on top of that, on December 20, which btw is the last day of exams AND school, we have to pass our revised analytical paper, AND an outline for the argumentative. and as if that's not enough yet, she expects us to "THINK ABOUT" our paper over the *ahem* VERY LONG 13-day Christmas vacation. which basically means, we should be ready by January 3 to write our paper, and that WE do not have a Christmas break. SHOCKING. Really. and i thought it was going to be my long-awaited, and desperately needed, break from school. hay. so much for that, i should have known it was a dream unreachable beyond my dreams.

anyway, im worried about the exchange gift thing.. and about my grad pic.. and about the field trip.. and about my paper.. and about my horrible math unit test this morning.. and about the english presentation.. and about that.. and well, just about everything. i have officially considered myself worrisome. hahaha.

till next time. i still have to worry. XD

MK-- THE blog

wonder why everytime i make up my mind, or everytime find the time to update my blog, i seem to have a really hard time, like i have to ransack my brain for some small idea on what to write about. almost as if i have to pressure my brian to THINK of something. and now i just wonder, why? what's the point of this blog really that i have to hurt my brain for it?

and then i have this stunning realization..

..my poor blog is nameles!!

waha. of course that's just a product of my slightly disturbed mind, but anyway, i decided to name it MK haha.

btw, have i ever told you i am a 'hopelessly romantic' person? which basically means im a really cheesy person, easily swept of my feet. haha

anyway..

panalangin.

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

At wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig nating dalawa
Sana nama'y makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihing minamahal kita

Panalangin...

haha. i so love this song. the lyrics, the voice of Acel? im not sure of the name of the singer, but anyway her voice rocks, and the tune. grabe. haha