sound trip..

Wait for You -- Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Yes, it's Elliot, the third placer in the American Idol season of Soul Patrol and McPhee-ver. I still think he should have won. The song is amazing. I feel the message somehow. :D

***
wishing you were somehow here again....

friends and stuff..

pictures of my college life. or maybe just me and my college friends. :D



with nikka.




with ivan.




with ogi.


haha so happy.
next entry:
Ang istorya ng aming kwento. Isang teleserye.

Naks!

***
I find my absolute solace in music and books.

tickle test?!

What Refreshes You?


A Thoughtful Gesture refreshes you

A thoughtful and caring person like you probably devotes a lot of yourself to your loved ones. On the flip side of all that love and care, though, is the fact that you might neglect a very special person — you. So when it's time to recharge, the things that others give you will revitalize you the most.

A peck on the cheek, a cute email, a kind note, a nice compliment. These are the sorts of things that will give you a loving lift. A sweetie like you will appreciate even more than most hearing how important you are to someone else. And they'll be glad to tell you.

..

Yes, that's probably true.

feeling emo. especially with the fray on the background. LOL.

***
Solitude encourages self-pity.

ADMU vs. DLSU

yeah i know it's kinda late, but still! i am so sorry i missed that game. hay. chris tiu's game winning three point shot. OMG. who could have expected Ateneo to win? i mean, hello? we all thought DLSU would surely win the championship of this sesason's UAAP. Then, suddenly, UE defeated them big time, and now Ateneo beat them too. how fun! Go chris tiu! :D

DLSU people. peace. XD

i used to deny the fact that UP people are very, uhm, not humble. but then, look at the GM they pass around..

ADMU- Ang Daming Mali sa Upcat
DLSU- Di Lusot Sa Upcat
UST- UP Sana Tayo
FEU- Failed to Enter UP
AdU- Ako'y Di UP
PUP- Parang UP
UE-UP Envious
NU- Nawa'y UP
UA&P- UP Ang Pangarap
MAPUA-Meron Akong Pangarap, na UP Ako
SLU- Sana Lang UP

haha! ang adik..XD

When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL says "i love you", she means it.
When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than she does.

-taken from a GM in YM/friendster

how perfectly true.

today, i reminisced with my old christmas cards. and i couldn't believe how i took a lot of my friends for granted. i never even said "thanks" to most of them. even though they don't know it, rereading their letters lifted my mood a lot.

***
Grateful for a certain friend who makes me feel loved. And to think of it, i never really appreciated him. Until now.

hP 7!

i just finished reading harry potter 7.

after almost 11 hours of reading (including the 2hour time it took me to read chapters 1-8), i finally finished. my eyes are hurting, honestly, but im exhilirated at J.K. Rowling's talent to write. The book is amazing, enough to end a very famous series.

i won't mention any spoilers, in case you're wondering. i am not that mean! :D

***
u know what, i won't care anymore.

time to get flirty! XD

joke un. im so not flirty. haha!

anyway, here's a list of my crushes :D.

*click for picture*

International:
1. Wentworth Miller. Michael Scofield! Prison Break!
2. Adam Levine.. maroon 5. :D
3. Chris Carrabba! Omg. dashboard confessional. XD

Korean:
Lee Dong Wook!

Local:
*i couldn't find good pictures of them eh, so wala cla.. haha..*
1. Yael Yuzon
2. Chris Tiu
3. JC Intal

Feeble Batchmate crush number 1:
"McBodie"

feeble Batchmate crush number 2:
uhm uhm. secret. ;P

sorry adik me ngaun eh. im not being unfaithful, i think..

potter fever!

to read harry potter or to read nursing?

THAT is the question.!

just realized, Ginny is 16, while Harry is 17. reminds me of some people i know. the resemblance, however, ends there.

*currently in chapter 9, but will take a break to study for the nursing exam on saturday. guess that answers the question. LOL.*

happy again..

yessss...

over my emo mode.

haha.

i have started to resort to downloading all sorts of songs from bands i have heard are good, i.e. Yellowcard, Dashboard Confessional, Good Charelotte, Panic at the Disco and others.

it's kinda fun actually. XD

anyway, gotta study Nursing 1 to be able to persuade my mother to buy me HP7.. weeeee. XD

hey my so special someone, goodluck sa contest! thanks for sparing the time and money to text me even if you're so far away. i miss you. everything just super reminds me of you. i hope u return soon. :D

I'm no her..

They gotta lotta girls who know they got it goin' on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see
that you're the only one I really want
And everything I need is everything you do

Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause you're looking so much better
Don't ever need to get caught up in jealousy
She could be a supermodel
Every magazine the cover
She'll never ever mean a thing to me

CHORUS
She's no you…hell no
you give me more than i can ever want
She's no you…oh no!
I'm satisfied with the one I got
Cause you're all the girl that I ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you
She's no you

They got a lot of girls who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do, the way you move
You're more than beautiful
and I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need is what I've got with you

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time you're looking better
I think you're perfect,
there ain't nothing I would change
She can be a supermodel
Every magazine the cover
She'll never ever take my heart away

[chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to ME…oh
The way you do now baby can’t you see?
That you are the one…the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way
Nothing’s ever coming even close…no
No one's ever been comparable
To you

I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you give me
So don't stop anything you do

You're all that…all that…and then some
You know what…just what…I need
And no girl…no place…nowhere
Could mean a thing to me

[Chorus]x2


--She's No You


How i wish someone someday would sing that to me!
OMG I am so in love with Jesse McCartney.

Yeah, i know it's too late and he was so long ago, but oh well, i love him anyway. <3

day of depression..

Today was probably the worst day i had in my one month college life.

NO.

Forget the probably.

Everything just seemed wrong. and sad.

Of course it all started with the cursed Nursing 1 exam. First of all, we all thought it was on thursday. Tapos ngaun pala. What a nice morning surprise! I pretty much felt relieved that I studied last weekend. Too bad i memorized all the wrong parts. Remind me that on the next exam, I should study all the seemingly useless stuff. I mean, my gosh, asking the functions of a marriage? in an anthropology class? Seriously? [Meredith Grey style]. Seriously. Oh, and that essay was worth 20% if you must know. To add to all these mayhem, it turned out that our 85 year old professor was already too old to recognize that 2 hours is way different from 1. hello?? i think half of the class didn't even finish the exam, which was by the way, almost purely essays (including a part titled: True or False. Justify).

Well, we only have three exams for the whole subject and I already totally failed one of them. Hurray for me.

After that, the whole day just seemed rather sad for me.

I can't state exact reasons behind my depression. Blame my sensitivity, my moodiness, or whatever. It was just sad.

And i couldn't even talk to the one person i wanted to talk to.

harry potter and the OOTP

comments on the 5th Harry Potter movie..

Luna Lovegood rocks! wahahha.
Fred is much more "crushable" than George haha!
Ginny and Harry is a really big no-no
cho chang deserves the movie role she got. (ung super nakakaasar n role super.)
the movie is nice by itself, without comparing it to the book
Regulus wasn't even mentioned..
the ending was blah..
i wished the mirror scene in the end was there..
the dursley scenes really lacked emotion. totally.
voldemort vs. dumbledore scene was not amazing.. [ fountain statues! haha! ]
bellatrix lestrange seemed to come from a mental institute..
the death of sirius was too fast, but in fairness to daniel radcliffe, he acted well enough. :D
malfoy got about 5 second exposure. XD

but it was nice haha. :D

in sm manila..

sometimes i wish people came earlier than the supposed meeting time.

hahahaha..

i am currently in sm manila, waiting for both eric and ian to come. XD

and about to watch harry potter! yey!

anyway, grabe. when i got home at 4 yesterday, the first thing i did was..

..SLEEP.

until 7:30.

LOL.

and then, after eating dinner, at about 830, i fell asleep again, until 10.

i seriously think i'm sleep-deprived. XD

*so tired of school*

**makes me wonder!! super favorite song. adam levine! XD**

***harry potter 5!***

i wanna watch harry potter!!

i really, REALLY wanna watch harry potter 5 na. :(

i hope matuloy kami s saturday. kahit kami nlang nalang ni eric. hahaha. basta manonood ako s saturday.

..first long exam of my entire college life is tomorrow. IN NURSING1 pa.! waah! goodluck nlang..

..i realized just how nice westlife songs are. they're under appreciated. LOL.

..i received my first rose yesterday. though it was from a sorority, it was still a rose right? haha. so happy, the first flower i received. XD XD XD


such a pointless entry. haha. super unpublished to the public naman kasi ung blog ko eh. XD

whoever said college was busy?

whoever said college was busy?

he was SO right.

so busy, that a lot of people can't update their blogs anymore. too bad.

Song of the moment:

Jillian -- Sponge Cola

I can't explain this
It's hard to understand
I try but I'm lost
Mesmerized by her
That look will surely stay
She smiles at every face, even mine

But, why doesn't she see me in this empty room?
Does she think about you when you do, when you do?

I try to walk that same hill next to you
I try to be that missing part of you

I tremble as I wait
In these busy, city fields
I see a million stares at me

Anxiously looking
Finding the right time to see
If that sign you're looking for, will lead to me

But, don't you see what you're doing to me?
Can't you see that I’ve been dealt by this, dealt by you?

I guess I'll always do

I try to shut them
Blurring this picture from my head
But even in the dark, you are there

I try to love you even if you won't.

My gosh. it fits what im feeling right now, in a really weird kind of way.

LOL.

=) still smiling in spite of the mountain of stuff I have to do. =)

philo mania

Why I miss High School:
1. i never get tired. ever.
2. i don't have to walk such long distances.
3. i don't have to endure the lung-cancer-causing smoke of innumerable vehicles, which apparently don't use non-smoking gasoline, in taft avenue.
4. i have a lot of leisure time to spare.
5. most subjects are leisure time themselves.
6. i miss my friends. :|
7. i miss talking to Danielle.
8. i miss spending time with Darren.
9. i miss staying late in school.
10. i miss technology club meetings. LOL.

Why im starting to like college:
1. i have a new set of friends
2. i want to prove myself capable.
3. it is college, after all. my stepping stone to success. feeler. haha.
4. i can't think of anything else. XD

anyway, hope that list grows as time goes by.

*deeply immersed in philosophical, uhm, discussions with myself.*

Is being in love a state of mind? Meaning, if you think you're in love, then you are in love, or is it an independent sort of thing, meaning you are in love, even if you don't realize it yet?.

not that we're talking in class about that. we discuss stuff like is a thing important by virtue of itself, or does it become important only when one gives it importance?

my gosh. philo is starting to get to me.